10/11/12. Coincidence? I think not.
This last week has been so full of different things going on that I haven't even been able to breath, let alone think about my birthday. Class and work (sometimes happening at the same time), two advising meetings from two different schools, family
and friend crisis, having to cancel this and re-schedule that, the week had come into full swing before I knew it. These past two weeks of October
flew by.
I was worn out, over used, and brain dead. That's when I realized that my life had switched gears suddenly. I was an
adult. My teenage years were literally gone because the next day, I was turning 20.
20? That number seemed so foreign to me. I had been a
insert-number-here-teen for the past seven years. Now, given, you don't just wake up feeling completely different when the clock strikes midnight on your birthday while you are sleeping. But mine had been creeping up on me for weeks without me even realizing it. TONS of thing had been happening to me that I didn't quite understand. Childhood friendships had gone down the tubes, my not-so-little sister became not-so-little anymore, college and work were in a symbiotic relationship, and it seemed like everything I thought I knew had become completely different.
That's because it had. I was no longer a teen anymore; my life had shifted to different (and some better) things.
It seems so weird to no longer be a teenager anymore. I was so used to the way life was while being one. Life had become a lot more hectic, more responsibility had come, and things were starting to evolve into the adulthood stage of life. I was always a lot more mature than my actual age accounted for, but I never intended for some of the things that had been happening to happen.
10/11/12 all fall in one sequential line this year. One after another, the numbers (and circumstances in my life) evolved into the next step. That was what adulthood was all about. Just like adolescence, adulthood had steps too! I was just in the beginning stages of it and not used to the things that were coming my way because they were no longer teenage steps, but adult steps.
I am excited to see what the 20's bring me and how the big picture comes together for my intended future, but who knows, things don't always go the way we plan.
But first, I had to celebrate the day of my birth. All in all, it was amazing. My step mom made the most awesome birthday dinner and my sister and dad helped set it all up while I was at work. I am so lucky to have such amazing people in my life!
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The top right and bottom left pictures show what my amazing love had gotten me for my birthday. I had been raving for WEEKS about how I wanted a crock pot (I blame Pinterest) so that I could start making different things. I was completely elated to find that my love had gotten me a crock pot AND a recipe box. I can't wait to use them! Austin really is the best love I could ever ask for. He had already spoiled me tremendously with Train concert tickets and dinner for an early birthday present a couple weeks ago. He COMPLETELY spoils me and I am so thankful to have someone so thoughtful in my life! The top left is my absolute favorite cake ever (ice cream cake). Who doesn't appreciate the amazing combination of cake AND ice cream at the same time with one serving utensil? Yuuumm! The bottom right picture is what Austins' amazing parents got me to go along with Austins' gift. An apron, whisk, and spatulas! I was one happy girl; all set up in the kitchen! Until I find something else I need haha.
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I don't do well with the whole "all eyes are on me" type of stuff. Surrounded by caring family. |
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Can you tell we are sisters?? |
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The most handsome man and I. |
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A surprise from a wonderful friend |
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*sigh* I have the best man EVER. |